Happy Birthday to " little brother" in UCD?lol

Tata, another piece of art as present to these 2 19th newbie!

Haha, make me sound so old!

But yeah, undeniable, they seem to be the most friendly house that i get to know here

Really appreciate to have friends who are willing to be so approachable of course!

Haha, so sorry for rejecting the invitation for new movie " The Hunger Game" tomorrow! 

We are really out of budget! Perhaps when i have my " income"! Lol

Pak Tok- ing!

I miss you!

I truly miss your smile!

Haha, and now when you read this, you must give me your big broad smile!

It has been 3 months here and indeed, i seldom see you smile lot( i mean, compare to last time)

You are different in certain way,you get so tough, so " macho!"!

But still, you are always the sweet, caring, loving and considerate Cindy, that why i always say if you are a guy, i will SURELY fall for you!

haha, but still, take care of yourself la, the other day saw you caughing again, plan to make my " lemon honey tea" for you, but then the next day you told me you are not sick anymore but you get leg injury pulak@@

The thing about you is that you never want people to worry about you! It is a bad habit! Change it! But in another way, you make me love you more! Teehee...

It had been weird that we seldom get time to be together alone! 

I am looking forward to the next pak toing with you,Cindy!

And this time, i want a hot hot chocolate muffin with double blueberry! And a cup of warm " Insomnia" haha!

Wake up with bless!

This morning, waking up with bless, i did this to my beloved housemate. She is someone who can laugh and cry in her most natural way and i appreciate her as who she is.

To me, it is not easy, it is the gift that you can be who you are and just the way you are.

Sincerely, i love your smile.

因为懂得幸福，所以更加希望身边的家人朋友比我更快乐

因为他们就是我幸福的泉源，我感恩有你们

他带给我第二次的感动

今天下午邮差的一封信到我家门口时看见自己的名，

第一反应当然是兴奋

然后就想起，书包里摆着几张N年前写好的名信片，就是没有时间把它寄出去，内疚。

哈哈，百年不变的字迹，一看我就认出来了

还附上＂thx postman!"

天哪！怎么信封是自己折的

是创意？还是家里没信封懒惰出门？我不清楚

室友也挤过来啦！哈哈？在等我开信吗？反正大家都＂烂熟^_^＂

所以我都不介意啦！

有点吃惊，看到很多照片。室友的反应是这人好有心！

对呀！我也这么觉得，后来竟然还把三年多前的＂不打不相识＂，＂那段恶作剧＂，慢慢演变成＂不熟到烂熟＂的故事说了一遍，我的twin 也听过啦！

Shin的反应就是，那个你请starbuck的？wilsern一直在重复的故事！

我的反应==，别提了！哈哈

其中一张后面有长长的讯息

他总会说＂好羡慕你！＂

可能他也认为野孩子不会想家，只想往外跑？甚至会忘记家乡的朋友

可是我很想，也很矛盾地告诉我朋友，我很想家，但我不会让自己回家

2016年3 月，如无意外，我就会回马，哈哈，我会练好体格，期待我们地沙巴kota kinabalu之挑战！

顺便回答你的问题，我今天受到咯！所以漂洋过海一个礼拜咯

最后想说，

突然发现，远远的一封信竟然是我一天的能量

原本以为远远被遗忘的你

突然很感激

这位答应一起＂看世界＂的兄弟

这几张名信片让我发现

不同的时间，我们到过相同的地点

体验不同的风景

唯独， 我们都会想起那片土地上有着对方欢笑的足迹

Family in Ireland

The feeling of being in a family

Today wasn't a normal night, i couldn't say how i feel 

but i know i am one of them

I know it is very hard for me to express and i am practising all the times, 

because i really want people to know me

i want to embrace simplicity

i used to talk to certain friend of mine when i have problem back in Malaysia

now i still do the same but knowing my friend is far away from me

the feeling is totally different

i feel insecure

want to appear strong yet learning not to let the weakess part of yours consume you

learning how to demand yourself but not stressing yourself

keep the mood to its balance but as a human, you know you can't ask for more

because you are human and you have to feel

The feeling now is i feel like family

there is no one judging you here

they let you who you want to be

every action they do

you gain energy

each and everyone are different

and that made each and every single of us " The Special One"

i am grateful i have the cheerful,positive Shin, caring, loving,adorable Gabby 

and observative, know- the- best of human nature Ben here with me.

I never know i am so loved until tonight

They tell me i am not alone.......

Thx for letting me as who i am.....