She wears a heart of an angel

Only to this specific girl, i won't mind doing anything

She doesn't wear any wings

she keeps low profile all the times, and you will never realize there is an angel beside you

Until her every small little details that she applied in your daily life

She run all the way just to get you a lab coat

Her laughter cheers up your day

She always want to make sure that you are not alone

She makes sure you get all your need before her

She loves doing reflection although it is not her fault

All and all

is more than enough to earn your grateful tear

just because you come to realize that she did everything 

sincerely

it is a unique feeling but only you can feel it when you really appreciate her existence in your life

and you come to realize how lucky you are as a person

maybe sometimes she doesn't know how to make you feel better

But somehow you feel that she care

and for me

this is just more than enough.....

and i will never ask more than that...

This is a similar post i put on 2 years ago when i know that she wear a heart of an angel....

Borneo dance

Today is the cultural day and I participated in the Borneo Dance. It was really great to have friends to come and support us. Although i was quite nervous and made some mistakes hre and there. But i do enjoy a lot.

Then, after class, i went out with my new housemates, Bern to buy some groceris. she is an interesting girl indeed. She can really talk and i believe throughout htat 4 hours, we didnt stop chitchatting!

Life- plan A?plan B?or no plan?

Today is Msoc election night.Some of us go there for free pizza? some of us go there for a post?some of us go there  to give support to someone....

With confidence, people take courage to stand in front to talk, some might just take it as no big deal and some even just shout," why vote for me?". Some complaint the election wasnt fair. Some might just disappointed for not getting what they want or what hey hope for, may be just because of that strong passion, he asked for re- election. May be he look too far, the thinking of the failure was unbearable.

There is no one that everyone will like. In your life, you got to meet someone who dislike you so people tend to seek for low profile ness as they don't want to be the topic of discussion. Criticism might notbe accepted   by all. So, no judging on anyone. Sometimes, the higher you aim, the harder you fall.

But, seriously, i do admire that spirit. Throughout the election, i was observing, and i have no idea this guy caught my attention,scripting on my newspaper, i repeated that sentences." How far did you plan? And how far will you go?" We never know what we will get or we don't and we might just invest a lot but ended up with nothing.We might need to get ready for plan B if thing doesn't go right. There is no certain for anything. I saw his nervousness before the result of election and right after, the disappointment twisted his face. I do admire that spirit and courage.

Almost the end of election,  the post for IT was still on nomination. All of a sudden, i have no idea what happened to me? Hormone rush? Getting inspired?Getting too high? I decided to go for it? I stood up, slowly walked to the front stage, in front of 300++( though i am not sure anyone entered the back of my retina that moment?) I forget what i said exactly but i remember i said " please vote for me!"

Back to my place, my heart was pounding hard, perhaps others can't feel my excitement, haha, afterall, just IT officer, why so excited about?I cant say my photography passion as strong my ex roommate ( who i think she is really pro),perhaps i just hope to find another home in UCD , maybe i am not homesick but i love to feel like there is a family for you wherever you are.Perhaps i just get inspired, you try you might fail,but without trying you definitely. Perhaps just simply with the mind thinking that " yeah, i want to do it!"and that word just push you for it? Perhaps, you know there are someone you looking forward to work with and spend mre time with.....