Association, consequences and relation, those terms don't come without a purpose
They are telling you, no matter how much you thought you screwed things up and tell yourself, is ok, I am gonna have a new start, you cut your hair, you started to develop new hobbies, you made new friends and you bought new cloths.
Here you go, a brand new self, and while you tried hard, put your old self behind, then you slowly realise, you are still you and you never change, a bit...
You are the same old you, even in your new costume, even with make up, underneath, naked, you see yourself through
You never forget the past, you are not moving forward, deep down, you miss the same old friend, your feeling still go for the same person, you struggled but you drowned, each time you tried harder to forget, the detail emerged of the surface and you see it clear, the water mirror your face..
Daytime and night seemed to reflect both up and down of you
you thought for some time, are you of multiple personality,
then you realise it not, it is just you who fully utilise your ability to suppress your emotion
so no one see you through
Cheerful and laughter are the perfect mask, because thought is not broadcasting, and you can always keep it to yourself...
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