Girls' talk

The talk commence due to a post from my "bro"

"who is the coach?"

"lol, you know who, i suppose,lol" They never stop giving up until they confirm is Brice.

Girls' talk about their past love story, it always fill with shyness, awkward silent and never willing to mention the name.

Everyone looking for someone special to come into their life, but no one admit that they need someone.

We ranked the priority we are looking at (wisdom, appearance, feeling, courtesy, property)

We talked about guys we fall for, since primary, secondary, a level and NOW

"he is a gentleman, not bad.... but....."

"he is too out-spoken,but humor..."

"why not him???"

I think people tend to escape when they afraid of rumor, before any sparkle happens, they put a huge thick barrier

Before giving a try, they think of the future, and the possibilities to proceed, and put a halt to that

Or worse, they tend to keep it to themselves.

Thousands question bombarded to me by my housemates

"Tell me your first love?"

" i thought you both were quite close, why never consider bout it?"

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And then suddenly popped out this question

"Tulip, did you ever love any boys?Why you never seem to tell me you have feeling over anyone?How you never feel touch when someone did something for you?"

Awkward silent.......

"please don't tell me you are lesbian?" reaction from the other friend

"Gosh, what kind of doubt is that?"

Ever first time i am being suspicious of my sexual inclination.

Time for class, end here

conclusion

hmmm, to my friend, haha, make your first move if you intended to start a relationship ba

But never stop believing in love, it may not be romantic or any similar to fairy story 

but knowing and have faith that he or she is your future life partner, give your best to maintain this relationship

Start with love and end with trust and i believe that is two key to relationship no matter friends, family or spouse.

last question from my wet friend(haha, cause she is not dry), when you plan to find a bf

hmm, no fixed answer to that,

but sometimes a relationship can be a responsibility, and you need to bear in mind that your decision is not just for yourselves.

sometimes it can be a restriction and you hardly find your own wings

it can be your reliability and sometimes you just afraid that you never know how to stand up after you fall

Spending years trying to tell that i am ready for it but the final answer that comes out from my mouth is that

No, i think i am not ready.....